Ok, I just wrote and wrote and wrote about me and what I'm into and all that and then hit some button and it all disappeared and I just don't have the energy to try to recreate in explicit detail. Let me just tell you this. I'm putting together a profile almost as we speak. Actually it's the just photos I was last missing and not beause I hadn't uploaded, but because of the approval process. And I have better ones I want to put up. I should also warn you that at the moment I'm a non-paying member, but there's a very good chance that wlll change in the next couple of hours. Its fairly early now on Thursday.

Ok, I have an astronomical sex drive although don't think for a second that that's all I'd like to find, but just hear me out. I've lived all over the world, 5 continents, around 60 countries and have only a couple times met up with another guy who is as adventuresome, uninhibited, gutsy, playful and just purely sexual as I am. In fact I used to tell dates that my only two revulsions were and are SCAT and inviting MY MOTHER along so she can videotape what might be a promising date. Now exhibitionism, being filmed, photographed, joined by others in smallish groups — all that stuff come in as huge turn ons but I'll let you why it's been a very long time for anything like that.

I'll keep this as brief as possible and please feel free to ask me ANYTHING you'd like (I have no sacred territory and what I'll tell you hear is not a difficult topic for me, even after several years, although I suppose it should be. But why compose trauma where there really is none? As I was finishing my doctoral research a few years ago in the Dominican Republic, after 3 years, a stranger one night after dark and when there was no electricity, hid in my front yard which was fairly isolated and I lived alone, and attempted to murder me via baseball bat. Baseball is the national sport down there and he hit at least 15 homeruns before I finally lost consciousness, and every one was a home run. He was nice enough to leave me the baseball bat. Anyway, managed to get to the capital and the embassy clinic 36 hours later operating on shock the whole time and finally in the clinic, when lying on the gurney and seeing a physicians face hover over mine, I instanantly passed out and didn't awaken for 5 days at which time they pointed out that instead of skull I had quite a lot of stainless plating up there, although at this point its not obvious, at least without close inspection that anything to that degree had befallen me. What I unfortunately quite quickly learned from my various doctors in the states, however, is that it is frequent for victims of traumatic head injuries NOT to begin to suffer their worst neurological problems for 2,3,even 4 years after the original incident and in my case, I didn't have my first seizure until 3 years later. And a number of other bad things arose and it was all complicated by the fact that almost anything including chess and hopscotch lower your seizure threshold and that's what doctors tend to focus on. So you do something for one problem and it will likely make another serious even life threatening problem worse. Finally out here I found a provider who thinks outside the box and who finally alllowed me to convince her honestly that the seizures were by no means the worst problem, nor had they caused my much injury at all. In fact for the past 8 years I've had a seizure alert dog so when I got her by happenstance I was able to have at least 1/2 hr. warning. She also changed my anti-seizure meds and they seem to work much better because it's not been over a year since my last one. God I might even be able to drive again in a year or two if all goes well. Trouble is, I can't drive now, haven't even had a care for long time and so I feel almost paralyzed. I was outta Bandon 5 days after graduating and I went to the University of Chicago — i got the hell out. But it's been over 8 years now since I've been able to go farther than my doctor in North Bend and don't mean to hurt feelings but North Bend could fall from the face of the earth and i wouldn't notice. Same for Coos Bay.

I think I mentioned I'm incredibly shy, but weirdly, or hormonally, that timidity just evaporates as the clothes start hitting the floor. But I'm now counting almost 9 years that I've been down here and haven't even consciously met another gay man. I'm really just kind of your guy next door, but totally open if the topic is broached at all. I haven't been touched in 9 years. HUGE sex drive. I guess I wish my injury would have erased that. But IT DIDN"T. Since I've written this more than once I can't remember if i've said in this version that I'm completely vers., totally uninhibited, love to get taught new things and have a lot I can teach. There are also all kinds of things that aren't that out there but I just haven't had the right partner or circumstance. Sex in a car (NOT looking to be arrested mind you, but there are places in between, even though a lot of guys call themselves versatile, I have found it fairly rare for a partner and I to actually take turns on each other. Toys -- I'd have to get fucked slowly , very slowly at first cause i mean 9 years???? I love porn and have tons, mostly pics and longer vids on computer. I live alone right in the middle of Bandon, Total privacy. Dog, Australian Shepherd, but unless you're alergic she's sweet as hell and almost 12. I'm open to way more that just meaningless intense sex but I'm fine with that two. When you've had nothing because of the 17th century attitudes of a bunch of squeeky scared queers, anything will do. I know there are at least 2 or 3 other gay guys in Bandon but they won't put their picks up but perhaps if I join the site for real I might be able to contact them. While in grad school i actually worked as a bartender in a queer bar for a couple of years and loved it but — and here comes something from my shyness again, I was shocked that at least 85% of the guys who would pick me up and I do mean pick me up because i wouldn't know how to honestly flirt if you told me you give me 10 million pounds to do so. I'd just immediately start assuming that whatever their reaction, it would just constitute making fun of me. Anyway, almost all these guys. like 5-6 nights a week were under 24. At first it made me uncomfortable but then I just got to really really like it. So my preferred age range is 18 to around 42 and of course, no matter the age, it all comes down to whether we click or not, but good chance I'd click anyway. Could also be fun, even if you're really close, to get to know one another first via IM or email or phone or whatever, even the same night we were thinking of attempting a hook up.S

So yes this is for me, but I don't know what Southern Oregon means really and since it makes a really big deal for me, it would be cool to drag a few of you Port Orford, Bandon, Coos Bay/NB guys into a group that was actually active even if only electronically.