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Did I Do That? 12/16/2005
I really hope
When you hear this song
That you're happy
With someone new
<br>
I found a love
I can call my own
And I owe it in part
to you
<br>
Don't you know that you seem
Just a little crazy
You had my trust and intimacy
But you threw it away
just threw it away
<br>
And now it's all in the past
When I think of you
I just laugh ...
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Cry Baby 12/16/2005
When I think of
our untimely end
And everything we
could have been
I cry, baby I cry
<br>
Ok
So it's 5 AM and
I still can't sleep
Took some medicine
But it's not working
<br>
Someone's clinging to me
And it's bittersweet
'Cause he's head over heels
But it ain't that deep
<br>
I finally changed my number
Got a different pager
...
0 Comments, 21 Views,
1 Votes
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Clown 12/16/2005
I should've left it at
how ya doin'
I should've left it at
I like your body too, and
<br>
I should've never called you back
When you pursued me
I should've never given you
My fucking two way
<br>
I should've never listened
To your woefull stories
The ones I'm sure you
Told a thousand times before me
<br>
You should've never intimated
We were ...
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Walk Away 12/15/2005
What do you do
When you know something's bad for you
And you still can't let go?
<br>
I was naïve
Your love was like candy
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping
<br>
Got caught in your web
And I learned how to plead
I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely
<br>
And it hurts my soul
Cause I can't let go
All these ...
0 Comments, 8 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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Close My Eyes 12/15/2005
I was a wayward
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
<br>
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know
<br>
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
<br>
Still I feel like that
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up a little too soon
...
0 Comments, 4 Views,
1 Votes
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Circles 12/15/2005
Ever since you left me
I've been trying to hide the pain
Painting on a smile with chapstick
Putting on a big charade
<br>
So difficult to keep pretending
It's getting harder everyday
It's plain to see I'm cold and heartsick
Since you turned and walked away
<br>
I just keep going round and round
And round in circles
Keep on tumbling down
<br>
Oh boy my ...
0 Comments, 1 Views,
1 Votes
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Butterfly 12/15/2005
When you love
Someone so deeply
They become your life
<br>
It's easy to succumb to
Overwhelming fears
inside
<br>
Blindly
I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
<br>
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise
<br>
Spread your wings
And prepare to fly
For you have become
A butterfly
<br>
Fly ...
2 Comments, 41 Views,
3 Votes
,5.39 Score
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BreakDown 12/13/2005
You call yesterday
to basically say
That you care for me boy
but that you're just not in love
<br>
Immediately
I pretended to be
feelin similarly
And led you to believe
<br>
I was
O.K.
To just walk away
from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
<br>
Well I guess I'm trying to be
nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes ...
0 Comments, 16 Views,
1 Votes
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BabyDoll 12/13/2005
It's 2:11
and I'm stressing
Watching Tv
in my hotel suite
<br>
I check my service
every second
At 2:10
you still hadn't called me
<br>
So I'm gonna leave
my cell phone
Turned on
in my bag by the bed
<br>
And before I fall asleep
I guess I'll just
check my machine
<br>
Again and again
because I'm
Obsessing on you
...
0 Comments, 26 Views,
1 Votes
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All Alone In Love 12/13/2005
Swept me away
But now I'm lost in the dark
Set me on fire
But now I'm left with a spark
Alone, you got beyond the haze and
I'm lost inside the maze
I guess I'm all alone in love
<br>
I look into your eyes
You turn the other way
And now I realize
It's all a game you play
I hold you in the night
And wake to find you gone
You're running out of sight
It's so hard ...
0 Comments, 12 Views,
2 Votes
,5.20 Score
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After Tonight 12/13/2005
I look at you looking at me
Feels like a feeling meant to be
And as your body moves with mine
It's like I'm lifted out of time
<br>
And time again
Patiently I've waited
For this moment to arrive
<br>
After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled me closer
<br>
After you go
Will you return to love ...
0 Comments, 31 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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Remember Me 12/3/2005
Remember the first night we first met?
The night sort of cool, damp and so wet.
I was so sure you were not my match...
Maybe we could be friend... no emotions attched?
I played it cool, and then we said our goodbyes...
As I pulled away- I saw a look in your eyes.
It was as if I could see your sweet soul...
It was then the emotions did flow.
These feelings I had- I'd never known... ...
0 Comments, 109 Views,
1 Votes
,3.70 Score
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It's all coming back to me now - Celine Dion 11/27/2005
Please pay attention to this lyric and tell me what you think?
<br>
Written By:
J. Steinman
<br>
Lyrics:
There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
<br>
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
...
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I want you to need me - Celine Dion 11/27/2005
Please pay attention to this lyric and tell me what you think?
<br>
Written By:
D. Warren
<br>
Lyrics:
I wanna be the face you see when you close your eyes
I want to be the touch you need every single night
I want to be your fantasy
And be your reality
And everything between
<br>
I want you to need me
Like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me
In ...
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Let her regressive 11/15/2005
She has no beacon floweriness
Neither likes birds that can migrate
She is just only an awing kite
She is afraid that you would be hurt so that flies higher
and higher
However the handhold called Memory is in your hand
Provided you can make her regressive
The sky as if was restriction that had no verge
Prefers to be a boat if you were sea
Let her drift in your heart
<br> ...
0 Comments, 57 Views,
2 Votes
,3.12 Score
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gotta myself 11/15/2005
When I was just a little boy
My momma used to tuck me into bed
And she'd read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
<br>
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I want
to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for
me
<br>
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sitting' ...
0 Comments, 221 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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I was felt again today 10/24/2005
Today was just another day
I cut my arm
And downed some pills
But today was different with HIM
No love, No shine, No charm
Slowly his presents was making me ill
<br>
I could sense it off the bat
To censor my tears, Alanis, is what I'm good at
Like frosty fog he came into the room Reaching over me the
black smoke looms
<br>
Today was just an ordinary day
I was ...
2 Comments, 236 Views,
4 Votes
,3.63 Score
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The Femm. 10/24/2005
I was told once not to worry about my apperance
I took my shirt off in front of you and you said to put it back
on
You say your not a 'looks' guy your a 'personality'
guy
Bull shit
You like the lights out during sex
Is it for me? Or just a common courtasey?
You say religon made a man out of you
Didn't you start practicing when you were 20, what
esle have you been?
You like ...
1 Comments, 311 Views,
3 Votes
,3.43 Score
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A Poem by PAUL 8/30/2005
Here is a poem that I wrote when I was 15 years old.
<br>
Please feel free to share my poem with other's that
could use a positive thought to inspire them. Sharing my
words increase their value.
<br>
I a world that's so demanding
It's great to know you're understanding.
<br>
I'm glad to know you really care
And if I need you you'll be there.
<br> ...
0 Comments, 620 Views,
8 Votes
,3.71 Score
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Pristine 8/28/2005
All I ever wanted to be
mirror of my better self
you...
How I loathe what I'd become
Suddenly the pieces have come together
you so pristine
the essential piece
I've been missing
Never felt complete
And was compelled to bleed
until you rescued me
struggled before just to breathe
How is this
my heart once empty
how is this
now it is beyond bliss
Wanted to heal
you ...
0 Comments, 187 Views,
1 Votes
,3.70 Score
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Looking at pics 8/28/2005
I sat in front of my laptop and look through pics
of good looking men and their nice dicks.
I wonder which to choose
and will I win or loose.
Do I write them or or let it go
sometimes the ads are just for show.
Will they answer or hit delete
have they checked my pic to see my meat.
Lonely, bored, and need to be use
can you help me to choose.
0 Comments, 283 Views,
3 Votes
,2.94 Score
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somedays i just want to be a slut 8/27/2005
in the light of day
i was to be the center of play
first they pulled me to the edge
i was scared but i took a pledge
they raised and tied my knees
one said i will realy please
my hands extended out to each side
first a blindfold than told to openwide
and did as i was told
another said he's been offered & sold
they all laughed as they all touched me
a big cock touched mylips ...
0 Comments, 1435 Views,
5 Votes
,3.14 Score
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Eclipsed Moon Enslaved 8/18/2005
Night lays upon the city
as black satin across an unmade bed.
No one sees your lust;
in the nearness
they feel your ferral heat.
Caress and caress,
Lips brush softly
across a masculine chest.
The taste of salt,
warm breath upon your belly.
Darkness and Darkness,
A heart pulsing
with a twilit urgency.
Darkness holds you,
Darkness enfolds you...
Moist velvet!
...
0 Comments, 195 Views,
2 Votes
,3.81 Score
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give me head 8/18/2005
Here I sit alone allday,
'til I go to the sex shop to play.
Maybe I'll find a willing mate,
to take my dick and participate.
<br>
I hope he has a big one too,
So I can suck out all the goo.
He is big and his name is Jay,
I never knew it felt so good to be so gay!
<br>
He gave me his number when we were through,
And said in case we would ever want to screw,
His ...
0 Comments, 88 Views,
5 Votes
,1.84 Score
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I WAS IN YOUR LIFE 8/17/2005
I was in your life when
You were at your starting point
Though you couldn’t run
I remember the smile on your face
<br>
I was in your life when
You took your chancy first step
Though as clumsy as it was
I remember you sprung few more
<br>
I was in your life when
You left home to start your own
Though all grownup now full of independence
I remember the ...
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FOUR SEASONS 8/17/2005
Blood thirsty earth
Spawn a sea of poppies
Another benevolent birth
Behold the vision of poppies
<br>
Fused yellow and gold
Color of withered meadow plants
Victims of a drought fold
Behold the vision of meadow plants
<br>
Wind signals the end
Spellbound fall the orange leafs
Ground blanketed in a blend
Behold the vision of falling leafs
...
0 Comments, 447 Views,
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ONE'S LIFE 8/17/2005
I am standing on my stage
Staring the suffocating emptiness
Just bellow the stage
And all around my success
<br>
Where is my applause
Where is an ovation
Flowers they didn’t toss
To silence my realization
<br>
The stage I walked alone to score
I was always the leading star
In a play written for two or more
To be shown near or far
<br>
I laugh ...
0 Comments, 124 Views,
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my dream 8/15/2005
Quiet is my heart
As stilled upon the lips
Cold wind to the sky
Of your fingertips
I want to breathe your breath,
Know your embrace
As my soul catches
Glimpses of your heart's face
Cold wind blows deep
And Eliot (with furrowed brow) looks upon my sleep
<br>
In the dark clasp of day
I do not understand the way
Of clearing my wounds of your love
<br>
Blue ...
0 Comments, 218 Views,
3 Votes
,2.45 Score
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your next to me 8/15/2005
Sometimes, when having a good dream, I suddenly wake up
and the dream ends, and sometimes I get mad..
The whole thing has been pretend.
Then I roll over and there you are, as I gaze into your sleeping
eyes, it makes me realize.
You are the best ending to any dream.
Without you I dont know where I would be.
No matter what happens, you will always be, the pefect ending
to my dreams.
...
0 Comments, 214 Views,
4 Votes
,2.08 Score
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in my thoughts 8/15/2005
For You and for Me
<br>
Hands of an angel
i long to hold
only Your fingertips
can warm my cold
<br>
'tis a tormented life...
these emotions to unfetter
with not Your hand
my heart will shatter
<br>
Skin of silk
i long to caress
in this world of anger
<br>
You calm my distress
so much to give
so much to gain
a lifetime together
would ...
0 Comments, 96 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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